you are the only one in my heart

today i m moody ~
first, because when i reach school..
she stil had her band practice..
that means i still have to wait her..haizh..
i wait wait wait...
Finally ! she finish her band already !! Woo ~!
damn happy ! I can see her, hold her hand, and hug her now!
hahahax !! we sweet sweet thr..
after dat, I always call her come out..cos i miss her lots !
and the most important is : TODAY IS THE LAST DAY !
Why ?? so fast..1 week u knw..
i hate that ! if i cant see her..it is Non of meaning in my life ! lol
but nevermine..although that..
but at least we still can contact ..n maybe i can go out ! hee*
What can i do ?? just wait the time pass over...
Dun talk abt dis ! toda Pn.peh find me..
she said gv me a chance..so just demerit me 2 marks !! Wohoo ~~
So happy abt it !! i no need to get the third blacklist !
and today i write a letter for her..
hope she will take care her body in dis holidays..and i will too !
dun go n cut your hand anymore..Okay??
haizh...MISS-ing her ! wanna tell her that..
YOU ARE THE ONLY ONE IN MY HEART !!
i wont leave you ~~
dont think too much kay ??
Loving you *

Thanks for be waiting for me

I am comfused..i do know what should i do..
everytime i will because of small things n angry her..
n everytime she also just keep quite..
just like today, when i reached school..
i feel she treat me as transparents..din come n talk with me..
just like dat , i angry her again..lol
I know i should change..but i need some times..
sorry~! but at least today i gt try to..
I gt tell myself : stop doing dat..ti liang her...
so finally..we din quarell..
but i know i already hurt her deeply..
i need some times to change..
she tell me, She dont care, she will wait me...
and i knw she already did many things..
many many of it is because of me..
i m happy to hear dat..but i m comfused..
sometime i will tell her,
[ Or we be back friend more better ]
then she will thought i din have feeling to her..
so simply say it..
actually i m nt dat meaning...
actually i love you much..
if oneday i need to giveup u..I Cant Do It honestly..
But why i will say dat ??
because i don't want to hurt u n make u dissapointed to me..
but today u tell me dat u will wait me..
then i respect ur choice..
n i wish i will success to make it..
i will let u see the result... =)
thanks for trusting me !
about jying..today she angry me..
maybe cos of sometime i forget her n put her beside..
sorry about that..!
although u din tell me, but i knw the reason..
i try dont to do it kay ??
Sorry ~ n just knw when we finish talking in phone..
I cried..suddenly, my tears drop down..
in our friendship, it is many probelm there..
i hope i will solve it..
when i was sad..she is nt thr...
she din hear my phone..i knw dat she sleep already..
but..i really need her..
i miss her voice,i miss she tell me : dun cry daddy..
I MISS HER much !! wanna hug u nw..
haizhh...tmr going morning session..
need to sleep early..n i will drink more water..
I will remember it !! kay?? i got hear ur advice..
going to close my computer..
have a nice day..i miss u much !
Nitex !

我想对你说。。。

我知道，
一向无理取闹的我，总是让你很无奈。。
一向霸道的我，总是让你心痛。。。
不过今天你告诉我，你哭了。。
顿时间，我清醒了。。
没错！每一次的我，
总是无理取闹的骂你。。
每一次吵架，我总是丢你在一旁，
让你承受着痛苦。。
冷静了下来，我才明白我的过错。。
我不该那样对你！！
不过，这一切还来得及吗？？
就算是说不完的道歉，也换不回你所受过的伤。。
今天我醒了。。真正的醒了！
以前我对你说过的话，
对你许下的承诺。。我还是办不到！
不过今天，我想对你说。。
我会改！！
我该体谅你，我该包容你！
爱一个人，不是这样的吗？？
我不想因为这样，而失去你。。。
我宁愿改变我自己，来换回你的心。。
不晓得我对你说这番话，
是否还来得及。。
是否你会相信。。。
不过我还是会尽力做到最好！
我知道这是一直留在你心里最想看到的。。
如果给我重来，
我宁愿选择的，是以前的我。。
单纯的我，毫无脾气的我，体谅你的我，
不过这必然是不可能的。。。
没关系！我会因你而改变！
试着别再让你为我而哭了。。
深深的告诉你，
对不起！！！
只要你还喜欢我，
我还是会永远永远的爱你！！
I LOVE YOU

揭开的真面目

真正的你，直到今天已完完全全表露出来了！
在你的眼里。。我们到底是什么 ？？
陪伴你的工具吗？你有珍惜过我们的友谊吗？？
扪心自问吧！
在你眼中，没有友谊！
朋友。。只是让你利用！让你糟蹋！
你认为现在的你已找到真正的朋友吗？？在我们面前嚣张。。
哈哈！白痴，真是白痴！
现在的你，只是关闭自己在一个无人的箱子里，
永远只有黑暗。。
永远只有你对。。
永远无法接受自己的过错 ！
这次吵架，错的是我！道歉也是我的事情！
因为我珍惜我和她的友谊。。
如果朋友之间争吵，需要说出如此难听的话。。
那一直以来，你根本没把我们当朋友！
我知道！你一定是在暗骂：
是你们把我当代替品的！但，你知道真相吗？？
好！我告诉你 ！！！
当天洁莹只是说：在我的心目中，你已代替了racheal的位置。。
她骂的，是我！
不是你！林岳帧 ！！！请你别对号入座 ！！
不过还是得谢谢上天，让我认识你
让我知道什么是双面。。。
让我尝试过让人利用的滋味。。
你今天如此对我们，没关系。。对我们并无吃亏。。
但请你记住 ！！
总有一天。。你也会得到你应该有的报应的！！
你真正的真面目！
只有那些被你利用过的，才会了解！
在别人面前，你的戏中戏实在演得太真了！！
我写了出来，也不会怕你讨厌我。。。
洁莹能忍的，不代表我能忍！
请你认清对象！
你记住，人不犯我。。我不犯人！
但是一旦我忍无可忍。。那些得罪我的，
我一一跟她算清来！！
面子不是别人给的，而是在于你自己！
超越了限度，面子也没得给！！
看在洁莹的份上，我忍你！
继续扮你的无辜，
继续暗骂我们，
继续扮演你的角色，
继续存在在自己的世界吧 ！
不过，伪装的笑容。。请在我面前消失！
揭开的真面目，林岳帧！！！

She cry ??..

today is a boring day~
the whole day jus study study study !
dat stupid tcher demerit me..grr...TMD !
and i feel ..
many faker around me..
they can pretend like NOTHING in front anther pple..
they say many good words to u as posible as they can!!
in behind ..
they backstabb us !! FAKE !
what things did they will get ??
somemore pple acc them ??
or somemore pple support them ???
i doknw ..
whetever ! dun talk abt dis !
she is going tuition after skul..
but i feel dat her fren like angry us..they din talk to us..
why ?? so i call her to ask them..
after dat..when i go thr.. [goodall]
i saw..SHE CRY !! why ???
they tell me the reason..so i comfort her..
n gv her food to eat..
i knw she wun eat when she is sad..
when i reach home..she phone me..
she told me dat she gt eat n fren back with them d..
GOOD !! hahaha !
i m happy to hear dat ..
at least nw she is nt alone d.. =)
hope they will trust she can change..
n i hope too ~!
hmm..miss her hug ~~
LOL

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Our Friendship

today when i reach skul..yvonne call me go Goodall..
so me, esther, yvonne n yueh zheng go thr..
when we sit down..we din say anythings..just keep quite..~~
after 5 min..i saw her tears drop down..OMG !
then , yvonne help me to explain many things..
after finished quarell..i apologize to esther..
is my fault..i knw..mayb dis few days i already put u bside..
But i din feel it..i m stupid~~
SOrry .. i don't hope dat our frenship will bcum like dat..rily SORRY !!
but at least at the last period..we fren back..WHEE *
I M HAPPY !! but yz like dun like..haizhh..stil cant settle it ??
but if i should make a choice..i will choose Esther..
cos our frenship already 1 years sumthings..
sorry ! mayb will hurt u..but dis is a truth..
NOw, i m comfused ! i should hear whose wan ?? all double face !!
haizhh..dun think dat probelm already..
today she cant owaz come out..I MISS her..LOL
i call her cum out..she go pass up things..GRrr ~! nvm la..
n after skul..she gave me a letter ..
i m scaring..cos everytime she gv me a letter..
is talk abt break ar,b fren ar, dis such of things..BUt luckily..NOT !
hahaha..she jus told me tmr she is going band pratice..
FOR HALF DAY ~ haizhh..wait her lar .. =)
n now i only knw..i m so scare she leave me..love lots !
hope her fren will trust her la..
[NO MORE BLUFFING] ~ kay ??
miss her lots !!
going reply her msg..
NITEX !!

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Quarel ..

today when i reach skul..
i m bad mood..
coz she is in her band practice..
after dat, i wait wait wait ...
FINALLY !
recess time d ! WOHOO ~~
i can see her already ! yeah !!
but we jus talk a while..then quarel d..
i damn pek cek ! n my head very pain..
she went meeting la..keep her thgs la..
take her bag la !!
GRR !!
then i pull her shirt..IT is TEARED !
walao..then we quarell quarell..
haizhhh....
so stupid la me..
i not said i wan to rang her d meh ??
why i do dat ???
but at least after dat we din quarel d..
n tmr she wan to go gp..
wif jiamei..wad can i do ??
nvm la..she d promise jiamei..
i hope dat tmr she can cum n find me..
n zhu dong phone me..
haiz..miss her lots !!
sunday she is going to KL !
hope she can get bec her phone..cos it is confiscate by her aunt !!
LOL ! hope she can call me ..
i wait her phone..
dun talk bout dis la...
my exam result !? TMD !
my geo n KH fail ! FAIL ! u knw...
jus bm pass nia..
NO ! my dad will kill me ! haizzh
do knw la !
n now we just can chat in MSN ..
i cant hear her voice..
and please ! i din on with her kay !!
pls dun simply say me..
i knw just nw i said somethings wrong to u all..
sorry ! i hope dat u all won't angry.. =)
tomorrow i go to esther house ! WOO ~
n i suggest to make spaghetti ! haha !
dun laugh me..i will try to do it !
n tday..she is sick..
i hope she will eat medicine dat i gv her..
drink more water la !
dun say i din tell u kay ??
haha..u knw wad i mean rite ??
kay..nitex everyone !
miss her ~~ !

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