May i love you?

~Love you, Love you, may i love you
Tell me what to do~
love you is hard and difficultly.
Sometimes, There is some happiness there.
I am appreciate of it.
but Sometimes, you leave me alone.
My heart is Too much of painfull ...
I cant stand it anymore.
MAY I LOVE YOU ? should i love you?
i don't know..
Everydays i waiting for you,
waiting for your answer.
again and again.
maybe it is hurt , BUT at least i know what'r you thinking . .
maybe, i should put it down. .
don't to think of it evermore . . .

It never happern again

this few days LY dint talk to me.
she is totally different now.how?
before that, she is still talk with me,sit with me,
always accompany me when i am need.
but now, It never happern again.
issit she already know the truth?
issit i tell her the truth is more better?
at least, i wont suffer like now.
i am confused. what should i do?can anyone tell me?
all the people is not beside me. =(
and somemore,
this few days i go to bed at 3 midnight. minimum.
but i am not feeling tired.?
i wish that monday is coming.

end here.
3.30 am =(

I love the show

today i dint go to school..feeling not well..
and my eyes are painfull.. =(
so, i am bored in my house..nothing to do...
i wish that somebody can bring me out..BUT..
i just can stay at home because i am sick..!
fine! i play the show - You are my destiny.
nice show, i love it! X)
i watch until 19 episode..( i think )
it is so touch man! i cry...T.T what the hell....
my heart is painfull., dont know why...
maybe i memories back last time things..
i hurt her so much..so bad..
but i am okay now..stil feeling boring..
and i put the medicine on my eye..
hope will faster recover it..kekezz =)
mui mui, ......
what are you doing now?
hihi ! stop here.

遗憾

从敌人变朋友, 从朋友变情人，再从情人变朋友..
这段日子里，我们分分和和.. 为的是什么?
这一次的分离，是真正的，彻彻底底的分离..
我跟她，哥哥与妹妹的关系..
真的能如此简单，如此潇洒放开吗?
无论我愿不愿意，我还是得接受它..
她想放下她，但她的心里很痛，很辛苦!
在我的心里，我也很难受..
我宁愿她继续爱着另一个她，
寻找她想要的快乐，也不愿看她如此辛苦...
如果有机会让我重来，
我也愿意提出分手的是她，
让我独自去慢慢的接受它，也不愿让她难过..
因为我知道，只有一方变心，
我们才会彻底的放弃...
现在的我还奢望什么..? 强逼自己放下她?
放下一个人不容易..无须强逼自己，
顺其自然的..随着时间冲淡它..
占据了她的心一年，也应该是足够了吧..?
算了，我也不会再去理会了!
一切只留下遗憾吧....

the J is not me

J is only for her...
after i read this, i very happy~!
she is writing me...! i cant describe my feeling..
so, can i find a reason not to trust her?? i cant....
i totally trust her..but she do that to me..
the J is not me! is another people..! why?
why she dont tell me earlier...?
is it i din beside you..so you find another lover?
i doknow...i just let you go....
hear someone said..the J also got feeling to you..
so? now you are not belongs to me..
what can i do? i cant do anythings...
and non of my business..
nowadays you are totally change..
you close my phone..dont want to talk with me anymore..
because you have HER..your lover~
who am i? i am your ex-lover...
so, just try to giveup you...
take care..if you have some problem can find me..
i will try my best to help you..
i will stand on your side helping you all the way..
although just FRIEND..
thats all..take care anyway..
i dont mind it anymore~dont need sorry...
not your fault actually~
add oil ziqin!~ i will always support you~
my dearest friend~ =)

This few days~

haizhh..many things happern!
first, i transfer school! it is so unbearable for me! wth!
but...i still must accept it! >.<
second, me and her had some problem there..
maybe breakup is good for us..
i dont know wanna say what..just let her go~
but this few days we still cant always contact..
sometimes i got went back school find her and all my friends..
damn miss them! they cry~aiyoo dont cry arr!
we still can go out right? just like today,
just came back from esther house..
we play there,we chat there,we snap photo there,we eat pizza there....
we having our fun there~we having many memories there~
but i know our friendship still can continue!~
forever friend! i remember it~!
somemore, about her...i damn miss her this few days!
before that we always quarrel because of some small things...
we have many times there,
but we dont know how to appreciate it....
keep on doing that wrong things again and again!
but now...! now i seldom meet her...
and maybe final exam is coming..she cant hang out with me..sigh*
so, what can i do? just keep on miss her..
and continue wait for the day that i cant see her..
now at heng ee..i am fine there!
thanks for all my friends support~ ^^
and you said, we will continue loving each other...
unill that day we really giveup right?
i know...i try to... =(
nitex everyone*

Sorry, i did the wrong things

Sorry..i did the wrong things again..
i am too pek cek today..
everytime when i hope you will stay beside me
accompany me..maybe sometimes you had
somethings to do..but i always cant control myself..
i hate you put me alone..
i know you dint..but it keep on appearing in my mind..
and i know you are helping me and chingchiet..
but i just want to be with you more..
sorry..i know i couldn't do that..
because you also cant use up all your time
to accompany me one person only, right?.....
i know that is my fault...
and today you haven't recover yet..
so i know the reason, and i won't angry what you scold just now..
i know you are not properly to say that..
nevermine la..just forget it kay?
hope that tomorrow we won't quarrel again..
and i know i should let you freedom..
i try dont to angry you when you have somethings to do..
and when you free, must go my class find me ya~!
i am waiting you~ehehe^^
about another her...
sorry again..i know before i already promise you..
but saturday i leave you alone...
i know you still mad on me..
what should i do now ?...i doknow..
and today you dint wait me at bus-stop..
maybe i already know the answer..
and very sorry to both of you, i did the wrong things again..
haizhh haizhhh...
who can help me?
waiting her reply..LOLs..
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