My Bday Present ..

dis few days din write blog..STUDY..haha
today when i reach skul..
i was angry !
i angry her..why she can do card fr her fren..
butt i din hv ??
she nt promise me wanna do for me ??
is it i jealous ? MAYBE la..
we quarell outside goodall..n i throw her present !
cos i damn pek cek n cant control it !
but now nothing d..
i angry why she din buy present for me..
actualy she got her reason..
sorry ! really SORRY bout it !
actualy i shoudn't do dat to u ..
sorry, i din ask u clearly n missunderstand to u..
rily sorry ...haizhh
n today she rang me so much..
i was so bad..i cant do dat !
please ! JINYU !
it's enough already !!
STOP HURTING HER !! please..
i dun wanna heard dat she cry again..
so tmr i rang her everythings..
just hear all she say.. =)
i knw she cant blif me actualy..but nvm..
u will see the result tmr..
n today i gv her dat pic d..
hope she get higher marks la..i wish~
n after skul,
we splash water onto jiamei !
hahahaXx !
she is Soo wet !! =b
anyway..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIAMEI !!!
WISH U HAPPY ALWAYS..
and today is 730 !!
11 months already !! whee *
although we jus fren..but i stil happy of it !
haizhh..
now is 1:35 already...
i cant sleep..MISS HER ?? maybe..
haizhh..rily miss her lots !!
and tmr she go early..
go jiamei house..
i hope she will revision her work la..
PLEASE lar..dun fail again..
i dont hope dat u transfer skul..
n today i did dat..
sorry, rily sorry to u !!
NITEX n SWEETDREAM everyone !!
include me n her !
see u tmr..MOMMY !!
dun angry already la..dun cry la..
tmr gv me dat present ya !
i will keep it..
THANKS ~!!
n i planning for her birthday d..
although stil have 1 month ! but...
SHhhh ~~
hope she will have supprise on dat day..
=D
miss her lots !!
waiting for tmr coming ! =)
going to sleep nw !

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真爱，是不惜任何结果。。

如果给你一次机会。。让你与你所爱的人重新在一起。。

这不是很好吗 ？？

得到了你所期待已久的结果。。。

不过，只限于到今日的日落

之后你们得分开了

你愿意吗？？

或许你会，或许你不会。。。

其实，

不追求结果的爱才是无限的。。

只因我们贪图完美，
想得到的只是结果。。短暂的爱。。。

真正的爱，

是不惜任何结果。。

不惜任何的代价。。

虽然有时情不得已，选择了分离

不过两颗真心，

是不会分离的。。。

爱一个人，

想得到的不是完美的结果。。

而是你们之间，

所拥有过的美好回忆。。。

所以，

不要只一心追求结果，

而忽略了那份最真挚的爱。。。

你最近还好吗

i like dis song..

it is meaningfull for me..

=)

你最近还好吗

挑一张耶诞卡写上满满祝福的话

地址写的是心底

你能不能收到它

天有点冷 风有点大

城市宁静而喧哗

这一个冬天我得一个人走回家

问自己习惯了吗

没有你每到夜裏回声变得好大

有没有什麽好方法

让寂寞更听话

你最近还好吗

是不是也在思念裏挣扎

你说会记得我 还记得吗

你最近还好吗

忙碌吗累吗 心还会痛吗

如果真不得已忘了我

快向快乐出发

有再多的牵挂都已没有权利表达

旧情人给的问候比陌生人还尴尬

昨天远了 明天还长

回忆模糊但巨大

这样的深夜眼泪要怎样不流下

问自己习惯了吗

没有你每到夜裏回声变得好大

有没有什麽好方法

让寂寞更听话

你最近还好吗 是不是也在思念裏挣扎

你说会记得我 还记得吗

你最近还好吗

忙碌吗累吗 心还会痛吗

如果真不得已忘了我

快向快乐出发

。。。

I MISS HER the whole day..

today i wake up early..mother ! damn tired !!
i m so lazy to go skul..
when i reach there, i din saw ching chiet..
WHERE is her ?? hmm..i think i knw d..HEhex !
after dat..we sit at foyer n talk..
i feel sleepy man !
so we go kebajikan n sleep..Syok ! Zzzz....
then, we go n find PN.peh for the stupid kelas tahanan !
WTF ! we nit to swept all the stadium !
FOR ONE HOUR ..
walao..thr is dirty n hot..YUCksss !
and many form 2 student look at us..LOL
Finally ! we can rest..whee *
but we still must to swept the 3rd floor cos jux nw we r LATE !
FUCK La ! yijie n shinying laf us..
SO shame man !!!!
then we start our lesson..
dat tcher owaz teach..but we dun care abt her ! Hihi !
n suddenly..i miss her..
haizhh...after recess stil hve assembly..
i cant c her again..n today i very less talk to her only.. ~_~
n i feel dis few day when i talk to her..
she will fu yan me..i knw she will tell me din..
BUT I REALLY CAN FEEL DAT ..
maybe i jus think too much.. HEE*
haizhhhh....
do knw why..
today i will so miss her..THE WHOLE DAY..
n she has her tuition nw..i mus wait her phone..

［ 我想念她。。我才发觉原来。。我并还没放下她。。
我无法确定她对我还有无那份感觉。。
我也不想执著得到什么。。
只希望我们能永远永远当朋友。。
而我也不想再欺骗我自己。。保留着仅有的那份感觉。。
直到一天，我把它淡忘掉 。。。 ］

ＥＮＤ

she accept him ??

today when i reach skul..
me n esther go chicky pub..
she treat me eat spaghetti n icecream for my birthday..
she is so good ! i love her.. hahax !
after dat..we go to skul..
the tcher owaz teach teach teach..
BORING !!n i miss her..
when i saw her walk pass my class..i damn happy !
hahaha !!
but jinyin them..
haizhhh..
i don't hope our frenship will bcum like dat..
i try to talk wif her d..
but her attitude ! GRRR ...
if huiyine talk wif us,
she will angry..WHY ??
haizhh..issit we must apologize to u..
actualy we can ! but pls think urself first !
pls change ur attitude..
dun say we owaz ignore u kay !!
after the bell ring ...
OH MY GOD..
they pour water to my body..
i was wet ! NO !!
everyone look at me !! grrr...
walao eh..
n she told me in phone dat sumone chase her..
n ask me wan to accept him ??
WHAT !? don't la..
do knw why.. i will so sad..
issit i jealous ??
MAYBE..actually i stil like her..
but at last she din accept him !! WHEE *
hahaha !
hmm..i miss her lots..
she sleep d..haishhhh...
maybe she d tired for the whole day..
now i m wearing the necklace..
i miss her AGAIN ..

end

朋友，会陪伴着我们，走过每一段路。。

因缘分而相遇，因相遇而认识，

因认识而关心，因关心而劝解，

因劝解而争吵，因争吵而和好，

因和好而了解，因了解而明白，

因明白，而找到知心友。。

朋友，要经过种种考验，
才能磨练出最真挚的友情。。。
有时候。。
不要因为争吵而埋怨对方。。
不要因而影响了彼此的感情。。
真正的朋友，
才会无时无刻地关心你。。
而那些知道前方明明摆着陷阱，
却视若无睹，
没有即时劝告的朋友。。
平时只是表面上的应酬而已。。
脸上的笑容。。
是他们伪装的一面。。
我们永远都不知道，
他们几时会背叛我们。。。
几时会被利用。。
写到这里，
我并不是想影射谁。。。
如果你感到气愤。。
那是你心虚了。。
恋人，
只能给到我们短暂的快乐，
告诉我们最爱听的甜言蜜语。。。
直到有一天，
那份感情已不在。。
只留下悲伤的你，默默流泪。。
她还会回来安抚你吗 ？
或许只像陌生人那般，擦肩而过。。。
朋友，是永远的。。
他们不会离开我们。。
只会支持我们，
给予我们鼓励与安慰。。。
我现在的知心友，是她。。
无论怎样，
她都永远的陪伴在我的身边，
支持我。。。
有时我会因烦恼而犹豫。。
只有她，才会陪着我。。。
虽然她没为我做过任何伟大的事。。
不过她的关心，
在我伤心时得到了欣慰。。
在我放弃时劝我不要气馁。。
我真的很感谢她。。
她是谁？？
就是 jie ying 嘛 !!
她是我永远永远的。。好朋友 ！
而我现在的朋友，
我还需要时间来慢慢了解你们。。。
加油，我的朋友 ！
＝〕

I SICK !

today after celebrated wif my dad..
he took me to skul..
when i reach thr..i saw lynjen them only..
WHERE IS HER ??
finally i saw her...whee* HAPPY !
i was very high in the camp..

hahahax !! me n jiamei..ziqin take many pic for us..LOL

me n weicheen .. i scare her bf.. wa kia !!!

playing stupid game.. =.= ///

we all..whee *

but i forget jinyin d..
i go n find her n put her bside..
i was SOo bad..
n we two very sweet in the camp..LOL
happy ~!
after that..i sick !! WHAT ?
i hate sick !
i hate to eat medicine !
but finally i oso eat it.. cos i promise her d..
damn bitter lerh !
i nit her nw..
haizhh
3,
2,
1
.........

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF !
i wish dat all my dream
come true !
=)

end

another her??

i view her blog..
she say she miss a pple..
who is tat??
issit me ? but the title is :
[ another her ]
i think she is nt writing me..
maybe she already find her target ..
anyway..
wish her happy all the way..
n doknw y..
i feel a bit sad..
haizhhh..

end here

NITEx

喜欢，只是一时的错觉而已。。

这几天里，
开始发现自己对她。。
是错觉或是喜欢？
终于，迷茫的我找到了合适的答案。。
喜欢一个人。。
心里不时会想起她。。
想找她陪伴。。
虽然未能肯定
她是否是你心里的那个人
但至少你能肯定的，
是她已在你心中占了一部分。。
而好感，
。。
或许在你最脆弱时。。
她纯粹的安慰，
让自己不由自主地产生了错觉。。
喜欢或错觉。。
想清楚吧 ！自己到底想要的。。是什么。。
别因而伤了另一个不该爱的人。。
而我，
对她只是友情的喜欢而已。。
其他的，
我不想多说了。。

她和她。。

她的离开，我只有流泪
她的背叛，我只有埋怨
结束了
我问了自己 ：
是放不下还是不习惯 ？
不懂得。。也不晓得
能给我快乐的，那不是谁。。
最终，懦弱的我
还是选择了
另一个她。。。
放手，
不是给不到对方幸福
而是希望她幸福。。
不要因为失去而难过，
你曾经拥有的。。
无论是甜是苦，
这是别人永远。。永远都无法拥有的
。。。
回忆。。。
不要埋怨她的不好
因为她已在你脑海里
留下最完美的
。。。
记号。。。

Wait for you ..

I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I'm missing you
& I'm wishing that you would come back through my door
Why did you have to go?
You could have let me know
So now I'm all alone,
Girl you could have stayed
but you wouldnt give me a chance
With you not around it's a little bit more then i can stand
And all my tears they keep running down my face
Why did you turn away?
So why does your pride make you run and hide?
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it's a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you wanted to be
So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life
Elliott Yamin
Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do
I'll wait for you
It's been a long time since you called me
(How could you forget about me)
You got me feeling crazy (crazy)
How can you walk away,
Everything stays the same
I just can't do it baby
What will it take to make you come back
Girl I told you what it is
& it just ain't like that
Why can't you look at me, your still in love with me
Don't leave me crying.
Baby why can't we just start over again
Get it back to the way it was
If you give me a chance I can love you right
But your telling me it wont be enough
So baby I will wait for you
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life
Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do
I'll wait for you
So why does you pride make you run & hide
Are you that afriad of me?
But I know it's a lie what your keeping inside
Thats not how you wanted to be
Baby I will wait for you
Baby I will wait for you
If it's the last thing i do
Baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life
Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do
I'll wait for you
I'll Be Waiting ..

HOMEWORK homework....

today when i reach skul..
i saw HER..she told me that someone juling her..
WHY ? n she juling me too..
i think she is bad mood..so i din find her..
BINGO ! i ask yvonne..
she quarel with her fren..so unhappy..
[ dun like dat la..u angry time rily ugly lerh ! ]
mus SMILE *
today i play wif her..SOoo swt.. -.- ///
after that..i borrow her book..
i feel boring..so write somethings in her book..
[ friendship forever ]
when i came back from lab B wif gmaine..
SHE SCOLD ME !??
damn scary ! she is so fierce..
SORRY ! please dun angry..tmr rub for u lar..
when English lesson, i forget to bring book..
dat stupid tcher wanna demerit me !!
WALAO..72 marks d..i will kena gantung u knw..
i damn angry..everyone look at me..
then.... I CRY !
i dunwan to transfer skul..
I HATE DIS TCHER !
she call me to write letter, promise her..LOL
N DO ALL HER HOMEWORK ! pass up tmr !?
haizhh..tonight i should do until midnite d..i think..
i hate it !!
i m tired now..
going reply her msg..
sorry anyway.. =)

END

transfer skul ??

haishhhhh..
today..my dad cum to skul to sign the blacklist things..
DAMN SCARY MAN !!
i hide myself n not dare to cum out..
when they told me dat my dad is go back d..
i only cum out..and..
suddenly... I CRY !??
i feel dat i make my dad dissapointed to me..
althought i promise him bfore..
but i din do it..
feel rily SORRY to him..
i should change !
i cant continue to make my family dissapointed to me..
maybe tmr..
i will apologize to my dad..
n i dowan to transfer..
hope my dad will trust me the LAST time..
now..me n her jus fren..
mayb i already accept it..
hope we r making a good choice.. =)
end here..

NITEx..

normal fren...

dis few day..
i m lazy to write my blog..
lazy..no mood..
haihsss..
today she told me..
wanna b normal fren wif me..
i cant control my tears..
AGAIN?? i cry again..
i cry..i cant give up her..
actualy i stil love her.
maybe..MAYBE we mus stop at here..
maybe we two r not suitable to together..
and now..i jus can stay bside her,
support her ..
'an wei' her when she need..
dis is the last things dat i can do..
maybe i should let her go..
10 months..
it's enough d..i rily tired..
be fren better la..
i think..
=)

［珍惜］。。。

有很多人。。就连我自己。。
也都不懂得珍惜。。。
到底是不晓得。。还是不清楚。。
自己也不知道。。。
心里所忍受过的伤害。。
已留下深刻的伤痕。。
难道，
几句的对不起。。
就能弥补得来吗？？
就算是过去了。。心，就不会再痛了吗 ？？？
无形中的痛苦。。
你承受得来吗？？
［珍惜］，
珍惜现在拥有的。。
不要无尽止的追求完美。。
因为你自己也不完美。。。。
记得。。
一旦失去了，就很难弥补回来了。。
时间也许能冲淡哀伤，
但付出的真情是收不回的。。
珍惜，
因为我们永远都不知道。。
哪一次，
才是真正的。。
最后一次。。。

Miss her !!!

tday..i m damn tired..
when i reach skul..
i stil cant see her..cos she is in band..
haixhh..
i go n find esther..
she told me dat all her fren put aeroplane??
hahaha..so we go chicky pub..
after that..
we go to skul..
FINALLY ! I SAW HER !!
hahaha..damn happy..
i miss her the whole day..
some period she cant cum out..
haizhh..nvm la..
i dowan she get demerit..
but at least at last period..
i find her..WHEE*
n dat c.c. ..
dey so geng..
french in toilet for 35 minutes !!
WOW~
kena ponteng oso nvm..
do knw how to advice her la..
nothing to say..
jus miss her lots..
she cant online..ltr msg her la..
going eat my dinner..
so stop nw..
BYE